Character from Berserk by Kentaro Miura
The Band of the Hawk's quiet heart — a jack-of-all-trades who could read everyone's feelings except his own, and died shielding the woman he never told he loved.
Judeau was the Band of the Hawk's most perceptive member — he could read suppressed emotions the way others read maps. He knew Griffith's charisma was a weapon before anyone else articulated it. He knew Casca loved Griffith in a way that would break her. He knew Guts would leave. He saw all of it and said nothing, because Judeau's curse was understanding everything and mastering nothing. He described himself as a jack of all trades — good at many things, great at nothing. Former circus tumbler, decent medic, excellent knife thrower, competent historian. He wore his lack of specialization as self-deprecation, but it was genuine pain — the awareness that in a band of extraordinary people, he was merely very good. His love for Casca was the purest, most selfless thing in the Golden Age arc. He encouraged her relationship with Guts because he could see it would make her happy, even though it hurt him. During the Eclipse he fought to protect her until his body couldn't fight anymore, and died wishing he'd said something. His last thought was that waking up in the middle of a dream — good or bad — is still unfortunate.
Slight and agile at 159 cm, with blonde hair and perceptive green eyes. He moved with a tumbler's grace — light on his feet, always slightly off-center, ready to dodge. Carried twin short swords and a bandolier of throwing knives with casual precision.